Anorexia nervosa is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes an eating disorder characterized by low body weight and body image distortion with an obsessive fear of gaining weight. Individuals with anorexia often control body weight by voluntary starvation, purging, vomiting, excessive exercise, or other weight control measures, such as diet pills or diuretic drugs.

Thats exactly what im going through now. Gosh, ive lost 7kg already. I need to lose 6kg more and reach my 'ideal' weight of 50kg. Wee!

Yesterday was such a fun day. Went out with the khai, ju, jannah and kok. Haha.. Had so much fun walking around town, then playing pool and smoking sheesha at haji lane. Haha.. Poor jannah, kena bully.. At first, we all grabbed her cause we wanted to pinch her nose. Then she was so violent, knn, damm scary ar. I got a huge cut at the back on my neck seh. Thanks to her long finger nails. Then, after that we disturbed her like fark seh. Keep on saying that her hair smells and stuffs. Haha.. Laugh and laugh till my stomach hurt. Haha.

And gosh, the food there was so tempting sia.. But, i restrain maself from eating anything. Wanna lose more weight. Haha. Im sick! I bet you, one of this days, im gonna faint! Haha.

P.S:- Promised myself not to fall for girls anymore. Especially those pretty2 ones. They got so many guys that they will forget you damm easily. EVIL!

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