dried up tears

Enjoy!!

2007-09-21T23:54:00.000-07:00

Wee!! Yesterday was so much fun..
Firstly, went to malaysia.. Buy ciggys with khai..Then she bought one geeky specs.. Haha.. Kinda cool ar..
Then next went to Peninsula.. Khai wanted to buy some tees.. I hate that aunty who attended to us ar.. Farking sial!! She have no right to scold us ar if we don't wanna buy.. The customers have a choice wat.. I tell u, i feel like slapping that fat bitch ar.. Ure lucky its fasting month ar. If not, i would have whacked ur ass bitch! Haha. As if i fast like that.
Then went to meet with ma kuzzins to break our fast. Or should i say their fast. Haha. We had dinner at Nizar house then proceed to Bugis for sheesha..
And OMG!! Hanif stoned after taking laughing gas.. For four times.. Haha.. We kept squeezing his balls and he couldn't feel anything.. Yst was so much fun!! Wee!!

Uncle Isa, Hanif, Nizar, Zimmy!

Results!

2007-09-18T19:21:00.000-07:00

Wow.. I didn't sleep for like hours now.. Haha..
Watched champions league, Real Madrid Vs Werder Bremen.. Lucky lar madrid..
And Diego from Bremen is super good lar.. Damm skillful seh.
Anyways, results are out.. And....
I PASSED ALL!! I KNOW, ITS UBELIEVABLE. I CANT BELIEVE IT MASELF!
Im so damm happy lar! Woots..
K lar, ma eyes are like so sleepy now.. I'll update later aites.. Tata, beautiful!
P.S:- I hope my class next year rocks.. Haha.

2007-09-16T20:11:00.000-07:00

OH MY TIAN!! ITS ALIVE!! Hahah.. I can't beleive ma blog is still up. Its been so long since i last blogged.. Almost 5 months lar.. Dang!!
So guys, spread the word.. This blog ain't dead.. Gosh. Now cnfrm must tell people again otherwise they won't know.
Well, i guess today's gonna be such a boring day! Stay at home and rot ar.. Haha..
I'll update again at night.. Tata`.
P.S:- Do you think Hazim is fasting? Hahaha.. The answer is so obvious lar, i can nvr fast!! Dunno why also.. There's this little devil in me.

If i die tonight?

2007-04-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

What happens if i die tonight? Would u guys be there to see me away?
I feel like dying sia.. Life is so worthless to me.. Gosh!
I need ma fwens badly.. I need them to carry me through this stupid phase in life.. I really need u guys to guide me!
Anyway, yesterday was fun.. Haha.. Overnight at changi beach.. Hahah.. OCH damm fun ar..
Haha.. Hornystar peh penakut.. Tak guna tul.. Haha.. Did hear and see some strange things there.. But it was fun.. Nonetheless.. Wee!
Then after that went changi village to eat.. Then go disturb bapok.. Haha.. Some of them were damm hot ar.. Haha.. But the moment they open their mouth and talk, hmm.. Gosh! Haha.. So disgusting ar..
Then after that, go changi jetty and slack till morning.. Damm shagged sia.. Im still sleepy now.. Hahah..
Oh yar, this past few days really sucks.. I hate gals who plays around with guys feelings and vice versa.. Knn, Ccb.. It pisses me off..
P.S:- I Hate GALS! Or should i say BITCHES!

Haircut!

2007-04-18T05:28:00.000-07:00

ARGHH!!!!
I CUT MY HAIR!!! FOR REAL!!
CUT TILL DAMM SHORT!
HAHA. Im still wondering how the f*ck am i supposed to style my hair now. Stress seh..
Now i dun wanna go school already.. Hahaha..
I just wanna lock maself in the room and slit ma wrist. Haha.. No way, i aint an EMO SHIT! Haha..
Sweetest goodbye..
P.S:- I need extentions! Real bad!

Lips of an Angel? Hell no!

2007-04-17T02:46:00.000-07:00

Woi! Haha. Hello,hello.. Miss me or not? Ahakz..
Today nvr go school. Wee! Too ashamed to go to school.. Haha.. I got this big ugly cut on ma lips.. Haha.. And its swollen. Jannah! I have sexy lips.. Like Beyonce. Haha. Khai! Haha.. Im gonna get u someday!(grabs and punch u)
This is what happened yst.. We where hanging out at the playground near kokky's house. Me,kok,ju,jannah and khai. Playing guitar, singing and messing around. Then khai wanted me to fight with her.. For fun ar.. Then halfway through, she flicked her shoe at ma face! Haha.. Taik tul khai.. Hahha.. But, im okay with it lar.. Accident do happen.. Haha.. Dun get so guilty about it ar.. Haha..
And jannah.. Why are you so quiet this past few days.. Hahaha. Mcm so3 moody jek.. Ketawe lah sikit.. Loosen up ar.. Haha..
Oh yar! School have started!!! Damm.. Haha.. The first day was okay lar.. Haha.. The juniors were so quiet.. Hahaha.. All were like so penakut ar.. haha.. I see also i wanna laugh.. Haha.. And ma new classmates, haha, all like so gayish ar.. Haha.. No gangster2 like ones.. Haha. I tell u, i can die ar.. Haha. I walk into class, all wee like staring at me. As if im an alien! Haha. Weirdos.
Wei long! U lucky bastard.. Got the better class.. Haha.. So many 'chiobu'.. Hahaha.. *Winks! Im gonna punch u, wei long!
Haha.. Hope tm gonna be a better day for me! School,school,school. Cant wait to see them. God bless..
Sweetest Goodbye!

Anorexia Nervosa

2007-04-13T20:53:00.000-07:00

Anorexia nervosa is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes an eating disorder characterized by low body weight and body image distortion with an obsessive fear of gaining weight. Individuals with anorexia often control body weight by voluntary starvation, purging, vomiting, excessive exercise, or other weight control measures, such as diet pills or diuretic drugs.

Thats exactly what im going through now. Gosh, ive lost 7kg already. I need to lose 6kg more and reach my 'ideal' weight of 50kg. Wee!

Yesterday was such a fun day. Went out with the khai, ju, jannah and kok. Haha.. Had so much fun walking around town, then playing pool and smoking sheesha at haji lane. Haha.. Poor jannah, kena bully.. At first, we all grabbed her cause we wanted to pinch her nose. Then she was so violent, knn, damm scary ar. I got a huge cut at the back on my neck seh. Thanks to her long finger nails. Then, after that we disturbed her like fark seh. Keep on saying that her hair smells and stuffs. Haha.. Laugh and laugh till my stomach hurt. Haha.

And gosh, the food there was so tempting sia.. But, i restrain maself from eating anything. Wanna lose more weight. Haha. Im sick! I bet you, one of this days, im gonna faint! Haha.

P.S:- Promised myself not to fall for girls anymore. Especially those pretty2 ones. They got so many guys that they will forget you damm easily. EVIL!

Tired!

2007-04-12T18:48:00.000-07:00

Hello, hello.. Its been days since i last updated.. Still havent start telling u guys about the trip to sentosa. Can i do it next time? Haha.. Tired lar..

Anyways, the final verdict is out.. IM 56kg!!! U heard that right, 56! Haha.. Gosh, i lost so much weight. 7kg in 5 days.. Wanna know ma secret? Depression! Hahha.. And now, i do look like a stick. Gosh, so2 no needed ar..

Sweetest Goodbye.

The feeling of being half drunk, half high and not sleeping well..

2007-04-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone.. Im too tired to say anything at the moment.. I think im still half drunk ar.. Drank so much yesterday seh.. I like dunno wats revolving around me now.. Gosh.. This sucks.. And im sick.. Ma body feels weird.. And i have a high fever. 39.3 degree sia.

K lah, i'll tell u guys more about what happen at sentosa in the next entry. Haha.

Sentosa rocks! Had so much fun! Managed to block out all the stress ive been having.
Thanks guys! Wee!

Sweetest Goodbye!

P.S:- I've been noticing.. Im starting to talk like a chinese.. Like those 'ah lians' talk. Haha. Gosh!

My First Entry :)

2007-04-06T02:00:00.000-07:00

Gosh.. I can't believe it that i made maself a blog.. Ahakz.. Anyways, today was such a boring day.. Stayed a home, watch tv, and played the guitar. That's it!

And ma hp was so quiet.. Haha.. No smses or call.. Gosh. Is the world coming to an end?

Yesterday, went to changi beach for bbq. With ma kuzzs.
Had loads of fun.. Played stupid games. Joked around.. Ahakz..
And the little kiddies were like hanging themselves on me.. Everywhere i go, they would definetly follow me. I cant even take a rest. Everytime, i sat down to take a rest, they would run to me, pull ma shirt and asked me to play with them. But it was fun lar.

Mummy said that i would grow up to be a "great" dad.. Haha.. She said i know how to take good care of small kids and that i'm loveable by them. Gosh! Weird thing to say mummy..

Me and the big prawn!

Us!

Two of the kiddies!

These past few days has been a rollercoaster ride for me.. At times, i was so happy, at times, i was so depressed.. Haha.. Anyways, ive been going out with lynn this past few days.. She rocks ma socks. She's cool lah.. She nvr fail to make me smile with her jokes! WEE! Anyways, i dunno wat hapened to her this past few days. She's been keeping herself quiet. Well,dots..

K lar.. Guess im just gonna lie on ma bed and rot.. Till the next entry, a sweetest goodbye!